الجمعة، 30 يناير، 2015

The Phone-Call that made me Speechless



 
It was another surprise for me today afternoon around 4:40 p.m, when I received that call. That soft provocative phone call from some one named  "Steve ..." who belongs to Cargill Head Quarter Building in Minneapolis, MN. A Gentleman who introduced himself to me as the senior director of something. That gentleman actually told me his full name and his exact possession in Cargill Head Quarter, but seems I forgot to memorize because I was so happy when I picked up the phone and answered
I was so happy when I answered the call, because I recognized the number. It belongs to the HQ office, so I was expecting the call will be about to tell me that Justice will take  place, I was expecting that whoever is this person who's calling from Minnesota, He definitely has a great news for me which  means I'm going back to work. Yes, I was very happy when I answered that phone call, thought the call is about supporting me, bringing me back to my job and starting the investigation in Cargill Dodge City in order to find the truth, but I took my surprise for the second time, He talked with me, asked me about my letters that I sent to  Mr. MacLennan

He asked me to tell him about the matter, and I believed him. Told him shortly all the important points that matter. I was so happy 'till that moment. I was expecting from that Boss, that Senior Director of .... at Cargill_Head Quarter to be fair, to do the right thing, to investigate, to find out the truth and then punish those whom are responsible.  but seems my expectations didn't  fit with Mr. Steve's proposal through his phone call. I realized that they chose to believe each other. I realized through his call that they didn't hand my letter with all the documents inside to Mr. MacLennan as I privately sent to him. I realized  that those group of bosses simply chose to protect each other, to be together against me, because I reported about my bosses who targeted me, They simply are trying to save my facility Bosses who do the wrong and unacceptable things

That voice inside me was telling me quietly, people like Steve, Mark Busyn, Patty, Shawn Mott are trying to save my facility staff , so they terminated me,  just Because I'm a girl with honor, a girl with dignity, a girl with integrity, a girl who can't accept humiliation or harassment. A girl who mentioned Discrimination,Mediocrity and Corruption. That's why they all -Dodge City Facility staff + Wichita (Shawn Mott)+ Minneapolis HQ (Patty, Mark, Steve)- united against me just because I'm asking for equal treatment in my work environment, I'm asking for respect and for justice

They turned against me because I'm asking for Investigation about the corruption and discrimination inside the Plant I work at. So, they simply don't want the truth comes up. They simply are trying to cover the problem instead of solving it. They simply are trying to stop me reaching  Cargill Chief  Eecutive Officer Mr. David MacLennan. Yes, exactly

That gentleman started his call to introduce himself to me, then asked me about my letters -to make sure I'm the exact and correct person whom he wants to call- then when I told him specifically the whole story in short way. He -Steve- started to tell me stop sending letters to the CEO's Office. Stop calling Mr. MacLennan's office because Mr. David MacLennan is a very busy man, I myself cant reach him. No one can, and Mr. MacLennan is running a business in more than 70 countries and his employees are more than thousands. He is working on international deals ...,.....,...etc. So, obviously he has no time to look at every employee's problem. We are the ones who do that job, and we actually talked to Wichita HR-Manager "Shawn Mott", we also talked to your facility Human Resource office staff. They told us everything. They told us about the decision they made and we absolutely agree with them. So, you should just accept it as it's and move on. You know, there's a lot of employments out there

 I was standing at my living room holding my cellphone, listening to this strange gentleman's lecture on the phone who's focusing only on how to convince me to give up on my case (Rejecting the Injustice and Demanding My Rights) and move on while I was keep telling him: So You just want believe them instead of investigation, So you don't care about the all documents that I sent. You don't care that I'm terminated unfairly

 I was totally and completely speechless, taking my surprise for the second time, because the first surprise I've got was when they told me on the phone "Sam, we terminated your employment" on Jan. 20th after they told me "You'll come back to work and take your work ID on Monday, Jan. 12th" and I was truly speechless. While I was listening to his lecture, I was wondering how this gentleman could go so far with his rudeness?.  How could he dare to suggest me to forget about all the injustice that happened to me and move on instead of standing by my side

 I was wondering how could he be so rude to talk to me like that??? How could he be so careless about my case, trying to stop me, trying to dismiss me, to make me give up, to treat me like I don't matter

Sure, that "Steve" should be careless and talk to me like that way, because he's not in my shoes. He never faced  what I'm facing. He never faced a hard and injustice situation like I did. He never faced discrimination, He never faced Molestation. He never faced daily verbal abusing, He never faced daily threatening. Of course he should be careless because no body threw him out of his Office, out of his job just like that. No body took his work-ID from him, suspended him unfairly and terminated him just for retaliation

 What I was expecting before I got that phone call, whoever will call me from the HQ suppose to do the right thing, which is seeking the truth, sending someone to Dodge City KS, who investigates about the whole issue. Someone who collects the evidences, and searches deeply. That was exactly what I expected, because I believe that Cargill employees are matter. I believe that people like me are the foundation of the Corporation's reputation

 For a moment, I felt like, this is a Hollywood movie scene, not a reality of mine. I was wondering why they don't want give my messages to the CEO?. Why they took the documents that I sent privately to Mr. David MacLennan? Why Mr. CEO's Assistant "Patty" took my letters away?. Why she didn't give him as she should to?. Why they took my two envelopes that hold a lot of proofs, my two letters that I wrote and sent to "David MacLennan". Why they took what was not sent for them, opened it carelessly, then Dared to call me to say: "Don't call the Chief Executive Office, Stop sending latters to Mr. MacLennan. Whyyyyy?. Where's their ethics?, where's their principles, their values?. Where's their honesty?. Well, all what I can say is that I can not accept and I wont accept a group of  people to decide to terminate me from the company I love and the company I belong to, and work for. Just for retaliation. When I leave Cargill, I will leave it by my own choice, and 'til that time comes, I belong to this Corporation Cargill

So, I would like to say "Thank You" to that gentleman "Mr. Steve" who is the Head Quarter Director of something. I thank him so much from my heart and tell him: "Thank you Sir, for your call today afternoon. It was just the exact motivation that I needed, to make my voice heard across the STATES, or maybe across the world.. Thank you, because you gave me a big push to stand up for myself more than before, to believe in myself more than before and to tell my story. A story of a Muslim Girl who works at Cargill Dodge City Facility. A story of a Muslim girl who was targeted by her Mexican supervisor since the beginning since July 2012, just because she told him "Don't Touch me". and all the staff of her facility targeted her because she noticed the discrimination, and the corruption inside the Plant. A Muslim girl who witnessed the Mexican thief  who got fired by the company security staff returning to the plant by the Human Resource Office staff and becoming a supervisor in her department while good and hard work Somali employees get fired because of Prayer or Restroom. A Muslim girl who couldn't practice her religion, couldn't pray her prayers, who couldn't go to the restroom without harassment, without threatening, without write ups and warnings. A Muslim girl who Dared to speak out. A Muslim girl who faced  all those Sharks in Cargill Meat Solution by herself. And when she complained to the Company Head-Quarter Office. She got termination paper
 
 

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January 30th



Today Is January 30th
Supposed to be my third anniversary of my employment .. Yes three years left of being working at Cargill and still feel proud

It was Monday, January 30th 2012 when I was entered to that Gate and became part of the corporation. yes, when I became one of those new  group who were ready to join with Cargill and take the Orientation ... GOD, what can I say
Every year we face obstacles and we overcome by our strength and faith. And my obstacle this year on my 3rd anniversary of being working at Cargill is that the facility staff set me up, make a story to suspend me and then terminate me
They made up a lie as always, said that I walked of the line to go for my prayer "Sunset Prayer" as a Muslim what we call -Salatul Maghreb-, which is definitely not true because I don't leave my work area without Permission because I'm respectful and responsible person. I went for my prayer that night but I had that Supervisor's approval. So, the question is: Why they make up a lie like that, why they are doing that to me

Because I contacted with the Corporation Head Quarter, demanded for justice, because  I talked about the corruption inside the fab and I  asked for intervention. I talked about that matter: Corruption, Mediocrity, Discrimination against Somalis, I talked about Making favors and exceptions for Mexicans  and asked for investigation about the whole thing, So obviously the head bosses in my facility didn't like that move.. they felt panic because if their scandal comes out they will all go home forever

So they decided to throw me out before all that happen. They planed to make me out of the company I work for three years with totally honor and loyalty
But It seems they don't know me for real ... they don't know how stubborn I'm ... maybe I don't know either 'till they provoke me. Yes, some times you don't know the power and the skills you have until they put in a real test. All what I can say is:  It's not fair that I got fired because they want me out of their way while I am a rule model, and I consider myself THE EMPLOYEE OF THE YEAR

It was another surprise today afternoon, that some one from the Head Quarter Office.. I mean Cargill's HQ offices at Minneapolis, MN, who named "Steve" I don't remember Steve who.. Someone who claimed that he's "the director of something" I forgot what exactly he said "the director of public relations" maybe.. That Gentlemen .. "Steve" called me today afternoon around 04:40pm. just  to tell me to stop calling the CEO "David MacLennan's Office" To try to stop me, telling me "Stop writing letters to the Company's Chief Executive Officer  David MacLennan because he is a VIP man and he is running a huge business in over 70 countries around the world... He has no time to take a look of every employee's problem... We took a look of what you sent , and we talked to Shawn Mott , and also with Dodge City Facility, and we they told us about the situation and why they made that decision  and I see you move on ... there are a lot of employments out there you find

Wow.. what can I say
Frankly, I'm totally surprised for the second time. Actually the exact word is that I'm speechless




 

الاثنين، 26 يناير، 2015

Cesar Chavez...The UFCW Icon







 
 
 
 
I wonder if we still have someone like him in the United States???? Still wonder if we can have like him again... like this great and simple man, who's the Icon of honesty, hard work, dignity, integrity, dedication, leadership and honor.. CESAR CHAVEZ
 
Cesar Chavez
The Real and The True UFW Representative.. I wish he can hear me so I would tell him how proud I'm because I knew about him and I read about him, I wish I could tell him how some of his people, specially his race whom I work with are very down and very low.. very insecure and use their professional authorization in personal way with employees. I wish I could tell him how people like Arturo Ceron, Jorge Ceron, Jemi Estephan, Miguel and a lot more Mexicans in Cargill  make the work environment just  A Revenge and Racism Field... I wish I could tell him that people like: Arturo Ceron, Jorge Ceron, Jime Stephan and Miguel are a big shame of Hispanic nation and how they almost made me hate the name of  Mexican.
I wish I could tell him how much I pray to have some loyal Union representative like him, some honest and dedicated Union Representative just like him, who fight for workers rights, stand for them, believe in them and defend on them just like he did.
I wish that my UFCW representatives District2 "Claudio Diaz and Ernesto Mendoza" are with the right side, not with the employer side.. I wish they stand up for all workers regardless of their races, their colors, their religions ... just like Cesar Chavez
 
God, what could I say more through here exept: "I love you Cesar, Rest in Peace". Here are my prayers to be with you, and I will accomplish the mission that you started with totally  honest and loyalty. I will be always with those whom are in need, with those who seek for the justice, equality and well treatment  

الأحد، 25 يناير، 2015

Egyption Revolution Jan. 25th 2011






The 4th Anniversary of our Incredible Arab revolutions in Spring 2011, specially  Egyptian Revolution on January, 25th 2011. Four years and I still remember the Glory that I felt. The proud that I felt, Still smell the Victory from every corner of the history. I take a moment to see the sacrifices that still going right there. I didn't forget all  the martyrs who died for freedom of their country, I didn't forget those martyrs who lost their lives for true independence and for their nation Dignity. I still remember
 
On the other hand, I look around and see what those coup did. how AbdelFatah ElSese and his team stole the power from the real and honored president Morsi, how they put him in jail, how they killed and still killing Egyptians

 

الأربعاء، 21 يناير، 2015

Surprise





It's really honoring how my words that I posted here on my blog or there on my twitter have the power to threaten them. Maybe because my words come from my heart. besides, they hold the truth with evidences by dates and times
Yes, I'm really honored, how my words that I post have the power to threaten those people Cargill Dodge City Plant staff (Tyler Luft, Terry Murphy, Binito, Arturo Ceron, Miguel, Jorge Ceron, Jemi Stephan) Plas+ the Human Recourse staff: Kimberly Nichols, and Kattie),  Those Bosses,who used to act like untouchables, un breakables and show no respect and no consideration for those who work under their supervision
 It's really funny, how people like them admire to pretend that they believe in "Freedom of Speech" while the reality shows that they don't. Actually they blow up with aggressively anger if you talk about them, and tell what they do to people whom are less fortune or less power

 I mean if you dare to talk about their bad attitudes or noticed their professional mistakes or even their soft-dark crimes. at that time you will find out who they really are. At that time, you will find out their  evil. you will find out the other faces of theirs, you will find out how far they will take it personal and how far they can go. You will find out how they start to get revenge. Ask me, it happened to me for real. Yes
 When I talked about what they do inside the plant and how they treat us. When I reported about their non stop hidden crimes , when I wrote about their racism to Cargill Inc. The Head Quarter Office in Minneapolis / Minnesota, when I mentioned about what they do to us, because they thought no one can dare to talk about it. When I wrote all that on my social networks, when I published through my blog a lot of staff that happened to me inside the company and also that happened to others close to me or even I witnessed by myself, When I spilled out  to write about their crimes and their soft discrimination, they decided to make up a story to suspend me then terminate my employment as a retaliation, just because I said what I saw
They felt threaten, because I wrote about what I believe in, just because I wrote about what I faced, about my story and some other similar, because  I said what I saw right there everyday, what I experienced every day in my work environment. I wrote about them and described what they do, so they blew up like a balloon and planed to get revenge. All these things are a side and what I suddenly  find out is totally in the opposite side. Yes, the other thing that I suddenly realized is the Big and Unexpected Surprise for me
Believe it or not, it was unexpected surprise for me.. I didn't know that the Corporate HR manager who called me on Tuesday January 06th around 04:14 p.m., who booked a fly for me, who came to Dodge City  to see me, meet me and talk with me about my Official Complaint Letter to the HQ Office, Minneapolis/MN  the matter that I wrote about and reported about. The gentleman that Cargill HQ sent to see me, to meet me and also to do investigation about the "Allegations" in my complaint letter. Mr. Shawn Mott. OMG, That High position boss was involved with them in the conspiracy to throw me out of the company

OMG, I believed him when he told me on Friday after our meeting, when he said: "You will back to work on Monday, January 12th and Scott will give you back your ID. didn't know that he was involved. How could I know? They said: See you Monday, and I said: see you then, but it didn't happen. Yes, the truth is that I didn't get back to work on Monday January 12th as it suppose to be and as they both said. Not at all. The two gentlemen didn't keep their word. What Shawn Mott, and Scott Reid told me and I believed it didn't happen. I mean, Human Resource Office manager Scott Reid called me that Monday and left a voice message for me telling me there are some details on my suspension which they work on.. that phone call was to hold me at home another week and then the next Monday on January 19th while I was expecting a phone call from them to back to work, they just Printed my termination letter! .. wow!! .... Surprise

  

الاثنين، 19 يناير، 2015

Cargill Corruption


For the Truth, I spill

They made it a battle, by keep doing the wrong things for a long time. They made it a battle by keep treating us unjustly and repeating discrimination behaviors for a long time. They made it a battle by abusing Somali employees while Mexicans are their favorite
 They made it a battle when they made up a lie which says: "She walked of the line to go for -Maghre- SunSet Prayer" while the truth is I had the supervisor permission to go for my Prayer time as Muslim, just like every Muslim else in my department who left foe Prayer
They made it a battle, when they decided to keep targeting me just because I can't accept humiliation, abusing,discrimination and I have dignity with integrity
They made it a battle, when they gave me indefinite suspension for the second time before two weeks, then told me on Friday Jan. 09th you're coming back to work on Monday Jan. 12th and will take your ID from Scott, and then called me on Monday Jan. 12th at 1:15p.m. to keep me home another week. They made it a battle when they made the suspension indefinite and so long. they made it a battle trying to retaliate me Why? because I wrote an official complaint letter to Cargill Head Quarter Office in  Minneapolis/ MN. reporting about what they are doing to my people -Somali Employees- generally and what they are doing to me specially.. by ignoring my serious official complaints to my HR Office. My complaints from the Mexican Supervisor -Arturo Ceron- who's targeting me since 2012 'till current time and makes advance on me. 
 They made it a battle because I wrote about how we -Muslim_Somali Employees suffer in our company while Hispanic employees are very special and Exceptional inside Cargill Dodge City Plant

  I wrote down what I face in my work environment every day and what I've been suffering by the Mexican supervisor "Arturo Ceron" and the Thief -Miguel-  who got fired by the company security staff because they caught him with the product on Friday, March 29th 2013 and got back to the plant, got back to the company by the HR staff "Kim Nichols" on Tuesday, April 10th 2013, taking his pay check since then and after a year and half changed his name and became from Miguel to DonJuan and trained for S.V. position and then became a supervisor in our Dept. on Tuesday December, 2nd 2014.. I wrote down about what I was going thru since I started working for this company which I love "Cargill" in 2012 until this current time

 I wrote how do my people "Muslim and Somali employees" suffer by the Fab staff and also the HR staff. by not letting us pray as Muslims without harassment, without write us up or suspend us by disrespect our religion, by giving us suspension and termination for no reasons or simple reasons like going to the restroom emergency. I wrote down how we face mistreating and unfair termination just because we disagree with Mexican supervisors and supervisors use their work power and get revenge by suspending us or even worse by terminate us. I wrote to Cargill Head Quarter Office telling them about the Discrimination, Harassment, Mediocrity, Corruption and Abusing that happening to us by the Fab Office staff and the HR office staff . I wrote about  Mediocrity and Making Favors that the Human Resource office staff does  for Hispanic Employees, specially Mexicans in Cargill Dodge City Plan specially those favors I witnessed happening at my Department the thief who's supervisor now and other example and I asked for Investigation by Minneapolis Office staff

You know what happened, Cargill Head  Quarter received my letter, talked to the Wichita HR Manager to call me and come to see me. The Manager from Wichita called me on Tuesday, January 06th at work around 04:15 p.m. in the afternoon. He talked with me and told me I'll Fly on Friday, Jan. 09th to see you, talk with you and start an investigation, I said ok.
Guess what?, the fab office staff felt scary.. they know that their careers are on the edge, so at the same night  they set me up  made a story up about my Prayer -Sunset Prayer as a Muslim-, They said that I walked of the line without any permission while the supervisor himself gave me the permission to go pray just the same thing he did with other Muslim coworkers, They made a silly story, so I deserve an indefinate suspension. to make it introduction of a termination.

The fab staff sent me home that night. Tyler Luft, Terry Murphy, Binito Nyugian, Arturo Ceron, and the thief Miguel-Donjuan-. and then between Tuesday 'till Friday they put my photo on the company security board and told the security "Don't let her access, she is violent and fired, She tried to kill a supervisor" .... Seriously?? me?? a violent??? trying to kill???? you kidding?????.  Who can believe they really do, or had did some thing like that to me????? the fab staff + the HR staff. that telling the security I'm fired while I'm at home suspended and the matter is under the investigation?. telling the company security staff that I'm violent, and fired because I tried to kill a supervisor? while that's definitely a bity lie
Putting a large photo of mine from the head to the feat which I wonder from where they brought it and ruin my good and brilliant reputation?? Oh my God, how could they do something like that to me or to anyone else? How DARE THEY??. "Terry Murphy + Binito Neugun + Tyler Luft + Arturo Ceron + Kimberly Nichols + Katie" They are the corrupt staff who deserve a real investigation with and dishonored termination
They are the ones who abuse us, The ones who abuse Somali or lets say Africans generally and Somali-Muslim  employees specially. They are the ones who discriminate us and make the Mexican employees so special and whatever they do wrong they are protected and they are untouchables by the company staff. Yes, they can make troubles and get away without any punishment

 They are the ones who brought the thief "Miguel " -or lets call him his new name "Donjuan- back to the company and made him a supervisor. I see, those people set me as a target since then because I have a dignity and integrity, because I don't accept humiliation, discrimination or abusing. plus I know and witnessed some of their corruption. I saw a lot of unfair termination happening to a lot of Somali employees just because the Mexican Supervisor uses his work authorization by personal way and the Fab staff with HR staff watch it and Bless it  
They make it a personal battle for real as it seems by setting me up. By doing this to me the second time after last year in June 06th 2014 when the Mexican ladies started the whole trouble then I was the one who got suspended indefinitely. I'm the one who defended on herself by herself without any help from the UNION and wrote to Cargill AVP Mr. Jon Surman and He corrected the situation and I got back to work On Monday, June 23rd 2014, and here I'm using my words again to tell the story, the story that should been told for a long time. Here I'm using my words through my stage, through my blog because I believe that my words have the power. because my words are my weapon to defend on me, to tell the story and make it heard

Yes, My words representing me to pass the story, to tell the truth, to report about those abusers, to reach Mr. CEO David MacLennan. Here I'm to say: I accept your offer guys, because you made it a personal war while it wasn't. Here I'm to say: I'm a winner no matter what, Here I'm to say: I'm happy no matter what, I'm a strong, and I have what it takes
 Here I'm to say: Life may not be fair, but God is a Fair God" as pastor Joel Osteen always repeats through his Sunday worship ceremonies...Here I'm to say to all of them, to "Tyler Luft, Terry Murphy, Kimberly Nichols, Katie, Binito, Arturo Ceron, Miguel" that Cargill belongs to its owners and those owners never ever accept some one stole their money or their product is still working inside their place

Here I'm to tell that Cargill is "An American Corporation" not a Mexican Concentration camp and you all will see that I will reach Cargill CEO Mr. David W. MacLennan and he will find the truth. He will find out everything. Here I'm through my blog -suspended- to tell them: "The Truth will come out, and You are all out of Cargill, because you don't belong to it, because you're all  bad, and racist bosses. You are all a big Shame of this company and you are all dishonored terminated
 

آية تصف الوضع




يقول الله تعالى في سورة الأنفال: ((وَيَمْكُرُونَ وَيَمْكُرُ اللَّهُ وَاللَّهُ خَيْرُ الْمَاكِرِينَ))

About Cargill

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
"When they are at home, they show they are good parents, good neighbors, and good friends. When they are at work, they abuse employees for no reason, mistreat & Discriminate them...  How Come?, I just want to know how can they possibly play that double role everyday?"l
I'm talking about Cargill Dodge City Plant Bosses
 ***
 
If I had the chance, I would ask CEO Mr. David W. MacLennan if it's ok with him that his HR staff Abuses, mistreats and discriminate some of his Employees "Somali & Muslim employees" while they make favors and mediocrity to others "Hispanic employees, specially Mexicans"l
 
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If I had the chance, I would ask CEO Mr. David W. MacLennan if it's fine with him to have a thief inside one of his Companies?l
***
 
 

الخميس، 15 يناير، 2015

في القدس.... للشاعر تميم البرغوثي






مررنا على دار الحبيب ..فردنا عن الدار قانون الأعادي وسورها..
فقلت لنفسي ربما هي نعمة .. فماذا ترى في القدس حين تزورها..
ترى كل ما لا تستطيع احتماله.. إذا ما بدت من جانب الدرب دورها..
وما كل نفس حين تلقى حبيبها تسر ..ولا كل الغياب يضيرها..
فان سرها قبل الفراق  لقاؤه.. فليس بمأمون عليها سرورها
متى تبصر القدس العتيقة مرة.. فسوف تراها العين حيث تديرها
في القدس بائع خضرة من جورجيا برم بزوجته يفكر في قضاء إجازة أو في طلاء البيت..
في القدس توراة وكهل جاء من منهاتن العليا يفقه فتية البولون في أحكامها..
في القدس شرطي من الأحباش يغلق شارعا في السوق.. رشاش على مستوطن لم يبلغ العشرين .. قبعة تحيي حائط المبكى
وسياح من الإفرنج شقر لا يرون القدس إطلاقا .. تراهم يأخذون لبعضهم صورا مع امرأة تبيع الفجل في الساحات طول اليوم

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في القدس أسوار من الريحان..  في القدس متراس من الأسمنت.. في القدس دب الجند منتعلين فوق الغيم .. في القدس صلينا على الإسفلت..
في القدس من في القدس إلا أنت


وتلفت التاريخ لي متبسما .. أظننت حقا أن عينك سوف تخطئهم وتبصر غيرهم..
هاهم أمامك.. متن نص أنت حاشية عليه وهامش .. أحسبت أن زيارة ستزيح عن وجه المدينة يا بني حجاب واقعها السميك لكي ترى فيها هواك..
في القدس كل فتى سواك.. وهي الغزالة في المدى .. حكم الزمان ببينها.. ما زلت تركض خلفها.. مذ ودعتك بعينها.. فأرفق بنفسك ساعة إني أراك وهنت
في القدس من في القدس إلا أنت..


يا كاتب التاريخ مهلا .. فالمدينة دهرها دهران..
دهر أجنبي مطمئن لا يغير خطوه وكأنه يمشي خلال النوم.. 

وهناك دهر كامن متلثم يمشي بلا صوت حذار القوم..
والقدس تعرف نفسها.. فاسأل هناك الخلق يدلك الجميع.. فكل شيء في المدينة ذو لسان حين تسأله يبين..
في القدس يزداد الهلال تقوسا مثل الجنين.. حدبا على أشباهه فوق القباب تطورت ما بينهم عبر السنين.. علاقة الأب بالبنين..
في القدس أبنية.. حجارتها اقتباسات من الإنجيل والقران .. في القدس تعريف الجمال مثمن الأضلاع ..
أزرق.. فوقه يا دام عزك قبة ذهبية.. تبدو برأيي مثل مرآة محدبة ترى وجه السماء ملخصا فيها..
تدللها وتدنيها..
توزعها.. كأكياس المعونة في الحصار لمستحقيها.. إذا ما امة من بعد خطبة جمعة مدت بأيديها..
وفي القدس السماء تفرقت في الناس.. تحمينا ونحميها.. ونحملها على أكتافنا حملا.. إذا جارت على أقمارها الأزمان...
في القدس أعمدة الرخام الداكنات.. كأن تعريق الرخام دخان .. ونوافذ تعلو المساجد والكنائس ..
أمسكت بيد الصباح ..تريه كيف النقش بالألوان..
فهو يقول لا بل هكذا .. فتقول لا بل هكذا..
حتى إذا طال الخلاف تقاسما ..
فالصبح حر خارج العتبات لكن إن أراد دخولها.. فعليه أن يرضى بحكم نوافذ الرحمن..

في القدس مدرسة لمملوك ..أتى مما وراء النهر.. باعوه بسوق نخاسة في أصفهان لتاجر من أهل بغداد أتى حلبا .. فخاف أميرها من زرقة في عينه اليسرى.. فأعطاه لقافلة أتت مصرا..
فأصبح بعد بضع سنين غلاب المغول وصاحب السلطان ..
في القدس رائحة تركز بابلا والهند.. في دكان عطار بخان الزيت.. والله رائحة لها لغة ستفهمها إذا أصغيت..
وتقول لي.. إذ يطلقون قنابل الغاز المسيل للدموع علي .. لا تحفل بهم .. وتفوح من بعد انحسار الغاز..
وهي تقول لي.. أرأيت..
في القدس يرتاح التناقض والعجائب ليس ينكرها العباد.. كأنها قطع القماش.. يقلبون قديمها وجديدها.. والمعجزات هناك تلمس باليدين..
في القدس.. لو صافحت شيخا ..أو لمست بناية.. لوجدت منقوشا على كفيك نص قصيدة يا ابن الكرام.. أو اثنتين..
في القدس رغم تتابع النكبات.. ريح طفولة في الجو.. ريح براءة.. فترى الحمام يطير يعلن دولة في الريح بين رصاصتين..
في القدس تنتظم القبور.. كأنهن سطور تاريخ المدينة والكتاب ترابها.. الكل مروا من هنا..
فالقدس تقبل من أتاها كافرا أو مؤمنا .. امرر بها واقرأ شواهدها بكل لغات أهل الأرض..
فيها الزنج والإفرنج  والقفجاق والصقلاب والبشناق والتاتار والأتراك أهل الله.. والهلاك والفقراء والملاك والفجار والنساك.. فيها كل من وطىء الثرى..

أرأيتها ضاقت علينا وحدنا.. يا كاتب التاريخ ..ماذا جد فاستثنيتنا.. يا شيخ فلتعد القرأة والكتابة مرة أخرى..
أراك لحنت..
العين تغمض ..ثم تنظر ..سائق السيارة الصفراء مال بنا شمالا نائيا عن بابها.. والقدس صارت خلفنا..
والعين تبصرها بمرآة اليمين.. تغيرت ألوانها في الشمس من قبل الغياب..
إذ فاجأتني بسمة.. لم ادر كيف تسللت في الدمع قالت لي وقد أمعنت ما أمعنت ..
يا أيها الباكي وراء السور ...
 أحمق أنت..
.. أجننت..
لا تبك عينك أيها المنسي من متن الكتاب..
لا تبك عينك أيها العربي ..واعلم انه في القدس من في القدس ..
لكن لا أرى في القدس إلا أنت..

___________

**الهامش ... الحاشية**

هذا تميم البرغوثي وهذي قصيدته المؤثرة المشهورة ..  قصيدته ذائعة الصيت " في القدس"
"في القدس " قصيدة تسكن وجداني منذ شاهدته - تميم -  يلقيها من على شاشة أبوظبي وبرنامج (أمير الشعراء) 
"في القدس "....قصيدة أسميها محبوبتي
أردت الليلة أن أنشرها هنا .. على مدونتي فحبي لها شديد يساوي حبي لقصيدة أمل دنقل "لا تصالح"
أتحدى ألا تسكن وجدانك أنت أيضاً أيها القارئ الكريم... هذي القصيدة النثرية هي تحفة فنية.. تحفة أدبية، تحفة ذهبية، ماسية في متحف التاريخ  جناح فلسطين الحبيبة وبالذات ركن عاصمتها الأبدية القدس الشريف ... أتحدى ألا تلمس سويداء خافقك يا قارئها
هي أغلى عندي من الجواهر لأنها تحمل إسم "القدس".. والقدس جوهرة الجواهر.. هي زهرة المدائن في كوكب الأرض.. هي زمردة البلدان ومهبط الأديان .. هي لؤلؤة فلسطين وياقوتها




اشتقتك وكتاباتك يا تميم





لقد اشتقت حقا إلى تميم البرغوثي
تميم الإنسان.. تميم الشاعر.. تميم السياسي.. تميم الناشط و تميم الاكاديمي
اشتقت  إلى تميم وإلى كتاباته
أشعر بحزنه لفقده أمه
**
أشعر بحزنك يا تميم ..
أشعر بجزنك لفقدك أمك الحبيبة ..
قلبي معك..
قلبي معك  يا تميم
أدعو الله أن يجبر كسرك يا تميم
ويجلب الفرح الى فؤادك من جديد لتعود إلينا وتستأنف نضالك
أصلي لله أن يصبر قلبك المكلوم ويعظم أجرك ... أدعو الله أن يبارك لك في أبيك عم مريد
ويرحم الأستاذة الدكتورة رضوى عاشور رحمة واسعة ويجمعنا بها في الفردوس

آمين

My Request to Cargill CEO Mr. "David MacLennan"



 
 

Dear Sir, Mr. David W. MacLennan..
 Greetings!
I'm one of your employees in Dodge City Plant.

  Today, What I would like to say, beside my case which is very important and all my demands that shown on my letter to the Head Quarter Office  that I wrote in Nov. 30th 2014 to tell what I want and explain what is been happening to me in my work environment since July 2012' till current time. I would like to write this words to you to tell you that I have a request. a request that is not includes me this time.
I have a request about our Boss. The only good Boss in our facility. My request is "that you or your HR staff Ignore our good Boss's resignation. Mr. Duane Clark. The Operation Manager who used to be the fab manager at Cargill Dodge City Plant Kansas before Mr. Loaf arrived.
 Mr. Clark gave his two weeks resignation notice  to the Plant HR office on Tuesday , Dec. 30th 2014 and it seems they let him go right the way. Why?. Why they did something like that? That's not the right way to treat Mr. Clark. That's not even a respectful way or a considerate way to  treat a senior employee who worked in this company 34 years, a senior Manager as Mr. Clark. that's  not acceptable way to treat some one who had worked for you with loyal and dedication more than three decades.
 Please Sir, -Mr MacLennan-, make sure  that we have our good Boss again "Mr. Duane Clark" as the Fab Manager -again- . He Resigned last Tuesday Dec. 30th because  " He couldn't take Tyler's Bad Attitude any more". I hope you pay attention on his case. because senior employees are matter. and they deserve respectful and appreciation. Mr. Duane Clark has been working for this Company "Cargill"  for 34 years and he didn't leave all that time, all those long years. what makes him leave now?? Why we've to lose the only good boss with good high leadership skills that we have got down here in Dodge City Plant???
Dear Sir Mr. MacLennan, I believe that we matter as employees as well as the product does. Majority of your employees here in Cargill Dodge City are immigrants from different countries. We are the ones whom make the business keep going , we are the ones whom are on the plant working on the product, and making it ready for packing then shipping locally and internationally. We are the real soldiers of Cargill. We deserve a good Boss. We deserve a good leadership who instruct us, a good management who respect us. that's why I propose this request, to have our good Boss "Duane Clark" back to Cargill as the Fab Manager as well as he used to be, because he belongs to Cargill
  Dear Mr. CEO
I'm demanding to have him back. I just couldn't accept the idea that he left while current fab manager " Mr. Luft" is the one who should leave.
 Mr. Clark  treats all of Cargill employees equally. He spent most of his life working with immigrants so he can understand and can deal with his employees by his long experience. Mr. Clark treats all with respect . We are all same to him regardless of our back grounds, our religions, our race "Hispanic, Somali, Asian, Arab, Hindi or American". The New Fab Manager -Mr. Luft"  doesn't.
In the end, all I want say is:that sometimes it's very important to show care about your thousands of your immigrant employees, to listen, show care about what they ask for and why they ask for. Dear Me MacLennan, good leadership gives employees a very healthy work environment to produce much better.  I'm very lucky to belong to Cargill Incorporated. I'm so proud of myself, my job and my company. Looking forward to expecting a great results and wonderful news from your side.

Thank You,
May you have a good and Blessing New Year
 
.
 

Cargill, In My Reality

 

 

I have a Story
I have a Story 
About Cargill Dodge City
***
I work at Cargill Dodge City
The Perfect Cargill shows only in My Fantasy
The Perfect Cargill shows only in My Fantasy
While the Reality is Shameful and very Dark History
I've been seeing this staff three years in this Facility
A lot of Bad Bosses,  Racist Management that we face Daily
Bosses whom act they are running a Jail not a Company
Bosses, whom abuse employees and act  as Untouchables
Bosses, whom use their Authority very Badly and Personally
Bosses, whom threaten, Mistreat, Bother, Discriminate Attentively
Bosses, whom Set up employees, Terminate Employees Unbelievably
Bosses, whom lie, steal, cheat , misbehave, and deceive.. Daily
Bosses, whom have double lives: Good Parents, Nice Neighbors and Perfect Friends whom go to Church Weekly While they are Monsters, Racists, real Sharks inside the Company
Bosses, whom have no Ethics, No Principles.. Whom Cross the Lines without any Worry
Bosses, whom bring the Hispanic thief back to the Company
While They terminate My People just because they have Dignity
Bosses, whom  have a Secret Pact, "Cleaning Pact" against all Somali
Bosses, whom make illegal favors for Mexican Supervisors
Bosses, whom makeHispanic Employees Their Priority
***

I can Tell
 I can Tell
I can say very Loudly
This is not their money
This is not their Company
Cargill doesn't belong to their Family
 ,So
They Don't care about the wrong or the right .. Seriously
They don't care if there's a thief inside the Company
They don't care if there's Corruption, Discrimination or even Mediocrity

They take every Opportunity
They care about their own Salary
Their own paycheck, which coming Weekly
 They only care about their life level in this Community
They Only care about their Country Club Membership
Their Shallow Local Image and how to be Classy
Well, That classy is -sure- a fake Classy 
***
I can say Loudly
It is not their Company
It is not their Money
Cargill doesn't belong to their Family
So, they don't care ...... Unfortunately
They think they can mess around and get Away..Really
Write me up and set me up without Punishment.. Really
Well, That's unacceptable...... Surely 
***
It's Time to demand my rights.. To ask for Equality
It's Time to Stand up Tall and Stand up Tidy
It's Time to write down everything Honestly
***
There are a lot of Angry
A lot of Shocks, Disappoints and Uncertainty
I know The situation is not Easy
All of them VS. me.... It's Scary
But, I'm Ready
I'm Ready to tell the Truth, I'm Ready
It's My Battle now, It's My Destiny
I'm Ready, To Stop the Sharks in my Company
I'm Ready to stop the Monsters in my Company
I'm Ready, to stop the Abusers in my Company
I'm Ready, to stop Corruption, to stop Mediocrity
I'm Ready, to stand for my Dedication and Loyalty
I'm Ready, to Stand for my Dignity and Integrity
I'm Brave, I'm a Winner, I'm Happy
I am Ready to write down everything and tell the Story
***
I'm Ready
To win this battle and get My Victory
I'm Ready
To win this Battle and get My Glory
 
 

الثلاثاء، 6 يناير، 2015

سبحان الله وبحمده سبحان الله العظيم

 
 


سبحانك يا الله
سبحانك يا الله
سبحانك يا الله
 

فلسطـين..حـبي الأبدي أنت






فلسطـين..
حـبي الأبدي أنت
حـبي الأبدي أنت

فلسطـين..
اسمك محفور في فؤادي,في عقلي,في وجداني,في كل خلية من كياني

فلسطين..
ابنتك انا..أناديك من بعيد فهل تسمعيني؟؟؟؟؟؟؟

فلسطين..
أنت أرضي التي حرموني من وطئها,وهاهم رجال أمتي قد خذلوني

فلسطين..
أنت أقرب بقاع الله إلى فؤادي بعد بيته,أنت احب ماأوجد الله على الكون,أنت تاريخي ورمز شموخي

فلسطين...
أماه أنت,أبتاه أنت..عربية انا ام عجمية لا يهم,مادمت مسلمة فانتمائي إليك انتمائي اليك

فلسطين...
امن الشرق قدمت ام من الغرب ..ام الجنوب ام من الشمال لا يهم, فوطني أنت..فيك أولى القبلتين وثالث الحرمين..اليك ننتمي جميع المسلمين

فلسطيـن..
يا أرضا مباركة بمسجدها الأقصى.. بقدسها الشريف بل بكل حجارة وكل شبر فيهـــا

فلسطـين..
يا أرضا قوية صامدة بفضل أبنائها الشجعاان, رجالا ونساء..شيوخا وولدانا.. ترخص أرواحهم من أجلك..يزرعون غصن الزيتون, يتوارثون حبك والدفاع عن عرضك,عن ترابك..ولا يضرهم من خانهم أو خذلهم ..؟

فلسطسن..
ســــــامحيني..
إن تخاذلت سامحيني او ابتعدت سامحيني, ان تناسيت سامحيني او جبنت سامحيني..
إن تشاغلت او ضعفت سامحيني.. ان تظاهرت باللامبالاة او التزمت الصمت سامحيني..
إن مضيت بعيدا رغم الحب والشوق الى ترابك سامحيني.. ان لم أناصرك يا أمااااه سامحيني, ان لم أضمد جراحك او اكفكف دمعك سامحيني.

إن تهاونت او عانيت الانهزامية سامحيني..ان لم أجرؤ على قول لا او كفى سامحيني..
إن صرت السكينة التي تطعنك من الظهر -بتجاهلي أو غفلتي- فيا أماه سامحيني, ياأماه ساامحيني.

فلسطسن..
رغم الصمت لم أنسك
رغم الااااهات والبعد لم أنسك
رغم تخاذل قادتنا والظلم لم أنسك
رغم هواني والجبن لم أنسك
رغم ضعفي وأحزاني وقلة حيلتي لم أنسك

ولن أفعل
فأنت قضيتي الأبدية ,
وتحريرك من قبضة المحتل, تطهيرك من دنس المحتل شرف وواجب أعيش لأجله.. أنتظر قدومه

ولكن فلسطين؟؟
كيف لي أن أصبو ذاك المقام العالــي؟!
كيف لي أن أكـــون من جندك المتفاني؟..
كيف لي أن أنصرك أو أحررك من محتلك الجــاني؟؟ ..
كيف لي أن أطهر ارضك وأنا كماأناالآن..مسلمةهشة,لا تحافظ على صلواتها,ولا تؤدي الفجر فى وقته؟
كيف لي أن أنصرك يا أماه واعيد كرامتك وانا أتهاون تارة و أكذب تارة .. أخجل من هويتي الاسلامية تارة وأعاني الإنهزاميـة تارة أخرى!!

كيف لي أن أصل الى القدس الشريف وأصلي فى محراب المسجد الاقصى دون إعداد للنفس, دون جهاد للنفس دون اعياء؟!!

كيف لي ان أعيش فرحةالتحرير لترابك وأمثالي من شباب الأمة بات سطحيا أجوف الايمان,
منهزم الذات,مليء بالتفاهات, فارغ الروح - إلا من رحمه ربي- , تتلاطمه أمواج الشهواات, يملؤه الاخفاق, يتآكله الحرمان, يبحث عن الانتماء, تنخر فى عظمه الأنانية أو الفروق الطبقية أو حتى العنصرية!!

فلسطسن..
أجيـــــال تريد إلى حضنــك ان تعود,
تنسى تأخرها وقد دام قرونا.. تمسح عن جبينها الجبن وتكف عن التقليد
تنفض عنها غبار الذل والعار والجاهلية.. وكذا الشعور بالخوف والتهديد
تبدأ من جديد, وتنشر الحق مجددا في انحاء الكون المديد
تحارب الظالمين اينما كانوا, تحرر فلسطين من العدو المغتصب, عدونا اللدود
تعيد السلام لأرض السلام, أرض الزيتون من جديد.

يــا اللــــــه ؟
متى سيأتي ذلك اليوم المرتقب, وقد بشرها لنا ربنا ومن ثم نبينا الحبيب
يــا اللــــه ؟
هل يا ترى سأشهد ذاك اليوم حين ينطق الحجر والشجر,
ينــــادون: يــا مسلم يا عبد اللـــه؟, حيـن يعـم العدل بين البشر
يا ترى هل سأشهده أم أكون قد مــتّ منـذ زمن بعيــد !!

 

الخميس، 1 يناير، 2015

هذا العام 2015






سأحقق باقي الأحلام هذا العام
سأحصل على كل ما أريده هذا العام
سأبدع أكثر فأكثر هذا العام
ستضحى أمنياتي واقعاً لا يرام
ستتضاعف سعادتي
سأنطلق في ربوع العظمة دون لجام
أنا جميلة وذكية ..وتلك نعمة من رب الأنام
أنا مميزة وموهوبة .. أنا غنية وهالتي تفاؤلية

انا صغيرة وسعيدة وتملؤني الطمأنينة
أنا قائدة قوية , وقدوة حسنة
انا أمسك بالزمام
ربي يحميني
عقيدتي ترشدني  وتحميني

إيماني قنديل ينير طريقي  ويملؤني السكينة والسلام
أخلاقي , قيمي وتربيتي تاج على رأسي من غير كلام
أنا مسلمة
أنا شاكرة لله رب الأنام
هذي حقائق
وليست أضغاث أقلام
هذي رغبات و إرادة عقلي مصوبة كالسهام
دعوات شقت طريقها للسماوات العُلى