Sometimes,
I just wonder: "why people should read my blog. That voice inside my mind is really asking me right now: "why they keep visiting or keep reading your Blog girl??". Yes, let's ask... why people keep coming to this homepage and taking a look of this messy thoughts??.. Why they still doing it although you're in mess here.. what for
Mmmm, Let's answer and say that a lot of my writings are so charming because, mmmm, let's say that a lot of my thoughts are fabulous.. ha ha ha funny. To be honest, It's not Funny, because I sometimes find myself in a real debate between me and myself, and say to myself: "Are you kidding me girl, face the truth here.. you just keep putting bullshit lately..
Girl, you became involved with your personal events lately and got busy with your own speedy lifestyle, your own American crusher lifestyle which made you kind of stuck and away from blogging.. be honest girl, You're away and silent while you should blog, and if you put something it will shows that something missing, your words doesn't hold your spirit through the lines.. that is the fact, you can go a head and take a tour by yourself
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At that moment,
after I hear that little voice coming from my head and saying all that lecture, I see myself taking an action... see myself taking a look of my blog, a deeply look of mine, my writings page after page.. I actually did it tonight.. took a look tonight of what I have been writing here lately and.. it seems there are a lot of mess.. A lot of messy thoughts and un finish works in my little Empire, my little world Although there are a lot of great & stunning staffs which deserve to read
But, to be honest..
It seems I don't write from my heart 100% lately .. It seems I stopped give more time & attention to my own space, my own little world like I used to be .. It seems my blog is in mess, truly mess for the last few months, and it doesn't represent me as I want to make it show.. It seems I rarely put my important thoughts like before any more, I stopped to write about the real things that matter to me, the real things which I care about or happening around me and make me pay attention.. let's say the details that I would like to talk about.. It seems I keep publishing on my blog while I don't put what I like to or what I suppose to.. things that matters to me.
God, I miss the passionate writer of me honestly.. I miss the real Blogger inside me.
Seems like I feel kind of lost or something ????!!! Maybe
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Or
let's say: It's a Temporarly Insanity
Ha ha ha ha hahahaha
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Lots Of Laugh
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