For My Friend

Dear my friend

It's too hard to see you depressed and nothing i can do for you except listening to you, praying for you, putting you in my thoughts, and trying to pull you out of the sadness and courage you.. It's too hard to watch you suffering and your steps taking back instead of moving forward

Dear my friend

All I want is to see you staying in good health, full of life, full of activity, doing great stuffs, having fun, and achieving your goals.. all I want is to cheer you up through my words.. and here I'm writing something to show you that you matter me the most.. My dearest, Don't be a prisoner to your past because the past belongs to the past and we are in present time, Don't be a prisoner of the past, because your future waits for you, as it will be full of great accomplishments.. So, please don't lose your present, your future, and your taste of life because of things happened in your past and gone.. Things that were out of your control.. It's so hard to see that you are losing your faith day after day and never try to help.. It's so painful watching you getting lost and just watch you.. It's so difficult to hear from you that you are losing yourself, your identity, your existence and some of your spiritual strength and be unable to take you from all those negativity.. It's so hard to me to hear from you all bad lately. Hear that you're on your way to give up in that so strange western land which used to be your home for years

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It's hard to find out that you are taking the wrong path and making some horrible decisions, with the worst choices in life ever. And I'm so far from you, as it's too late to stop you. I'm far enough to be completely disable to come for rescuing you my precious. Yeah, It's too sad to say that I'm so far away from you, staying beyond the oceans, which makes me completely disable to show you how wrong is all what you're doing. It's too painful that I'm faraway from you, staying beyond the seas and the all over the oceans, in other different continental. It's horrible that no one is close enough to you, to hugg you, to support you, and to make you feel that you're not alone in all what are you going through

.. My dearest

I wish you stop blaming the circumstances and start to realize the facts. I pray you stop drinking this shit.. hoping to let you forget what you're are up to face over there... I hope you stop trying to seek help from the wrong places,, Like Bars.. Just because you want to make your mind disappear even for a while NEVER solve the main problem of your life.. I wish you could stop right there when you were so close to come back.. I wish you could quit smoking, because smoking is so bad habit,, destroys your health and leads you to lose control of yourself in bad mood times.. I wish you could never touch all those bad things,, but you did take your choices to sail so far away from the right way... Because of smoking for a years.. When I saw you that day.. I barely recognized you.. sigarettes opened other doors on you... leaded you to another worst habits.. I wish you just stop dealing with these -alcohols- I pray for you day and night to quit smoking.. quit drinking and be clean. I pray for you to quit destroying your health and of course your life.. I pray for you to be able to stand up for yourself again, To be proud of yourself again and to open up your arms for life,, telling the world that you're ready for to restart.. saying with loud voice that you're ready to love and welcome all your new path

Oh God, you have no idea how much you deserve to get up again and start over. You have no idea how much you deserve to keep your moral up, to cheer yourself by yourself and live the moment.. You have no idea how much you deserve to look back for that simple things in life which make us feel happy for no reason, grateful, blessed, and laugh

My dearest.. your life is so valuable, so beautiful and you are so precious.. But it seems you are too busy to realize that because you are focusing on bad stuffs around...It's your time to turn your energy on and shine.. it's your time to have faith all the time.. It's your time to have fun from time to time
One more thing I would like to say to you today, that it will be so great to be happy no matter what because happiness doesn't depend on circumstances.. it comes from our inside out

Remember.. that this life is too short, so my precious, we have to do our best to don't waste our time and energy to stay in the past, or to hold the negativity inside. Life is too short to let yourself stay in that very bad way of living. It's not a fait to give up on yourself. You have all the abbilities to change it all, as you deserve a better life than you think you have. Actually, you don't have one, even if you think the opposite is true. Life is too short to give up on yourself, your childhood dreams, and all of your great desires, just to stay with the wrong people, in totally very wrong destination. It's not right to sacrafice for something that it's not worthy

I know, we all need positive energy in our lives when we get down so low. I know that we all want to have good karma,  and when we feel bad, sad, mad or even be broken.. We all need to have faith, have someone who cares about us, stands right beside us, believes in us, cheers us up, supports us, and incourages us over and over again.. Yes dearest, I know that we all need to hold our faith on, when those doubt times come.. We all need to get up again when we fail down.. We all need to smile again after we cry.. And of course, we all need to go on, continuing walking after we stop.. That's why they call: self-recharging issues SELF SUPPORT LINE OF LIFE.... Remember always that GOD loves you.. And for sure Allah (S.W.T) is always beside you no matter what ..

Be Blesses my dearest